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Hanging

Posted on: Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Posted at: 12:18 PM

I feel so weird nowdays... It's like, I don't belong.

Friends have left, made new ones. But the feeling just isn't the same.

Well, of course it's not the same. They're not the same few people that I were friends with; they're different. In a good way (:

Everyone's nice to me (: That's a great thing.

However I'm not so sure as to how it will go... hopefully nothing goes wrong.

I realised how lousy I was.

I guess it's me with my low self esteem again.

However, everyone is better than me. In all areas.

Studies, well that's a definite yes.

Skills? Well, they're all wayyyyyyyyy better than me.

But I guess it's gotta do with my laziness all the time.

I don't practise much. Neither do I study much too.

So that's the price to pay huh.

I don't know what's going on with me but I have this empty feeling inside of me.

Maybe it's because I feel that I don't belong? Or what?

It's been growing inside of me.

This uncertainty is gradually leading to fear.

Fear of what? I don't know. I guess that's what I've been trying to figure out.

Or is it that sinking feeling in my stomach when I know I can't achieve my dreams?

My dreams...

It hurts. A lot.

It's so far away from me.

How the hell do I improve?

How am I supposed to step onto the path?

I'm not even there yet. My skills is... quite horrendous.

My voice, isn't all that special and hypnotizing.

I wish I had a great voice for singing.

I love singing. So much.

I can't live without singing.

If someday I ever become mute and deaf, I wonder how the hell am I supposed to survive without singing and listening to music.

I feel like I'm hanging by a thread...

Screwed up

Posted on: Saturday, March 26, 2011
Posted at: 6:22 AM

Yup yup, back to post here again ^^ Hehehe

Scored really badly for the Common Tests, totally screwed it up X(

Failed 3 out of the 6 tests, and single digit for all the failed tests -.-

Didn't expect it to be that bad, even though I expected to fail, I still couldn't believe my eyes when I saw "9" on the script for my Physics paper, out of 40.

Yeah, my results suck really bad now and I need to buck up...

But still here using com afterall, Idk how to stop my addiction to using the computer.

I wish I had an iphone or any other phone with internet connection so that without using the computer, I'll still be able to access websites and not be stuck in front of the computer without doing anything.

Talking about homework, I still have Math 4-schools' paper to finish, and I haven't even started on it yet.

ARGH shucks, I need to do work but I can't bring myself to do it. HELP!!!

March Holidays!

Posted on: Saturday, March 19, 2011
Posted at: 7:29 AM

Wow... this March holiday just flew past me O.O

It's practically everyday in school; I'd rather have normal lessons than this.

Tuesday - Physics SPA

Wednesday - 8.00am to 6pm CO

Friday - Lessons + CO til 5pm

Saturday - CO from 8am to 11am (surprisingly there was early dismissal)

And tomorrow... -.-

I made a promise to myself that I'd at least start on my homework on Thursday.

But seems like... I cannot keep up to my promises... T^T

I broke my own promise to myself. Used computer for the whole day on Thursday.

My, my, I gave in to temptation :P

HAHAHAHA

Looking forward to getting SJ-M's 2nd Mini-album, Perfection :D

Twinny helped me order and she's got it at hand! :DDD

Getting Zhoumi's photocard :D I WANNA SEE THE POSTER!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGG

oops. Getting high again. Well, afterall, fangirl-ing is my job as an ELF :P

LOL

Okay I'm ridiculous.

I'm trying NOT to get tempted. TRYING.

Cuz I'm thinking of watching some K-Dramas like "My GF is a nine-tailed fox" and "Secret Garden" and "Playful kiss" and... ARGH I'M TEMPTED ALREADY!!!!!!!

okay *breathes in and out*

hahahahaha okay (: I shall go eat pomelo now hahaha ^^

BYE~

About the Author

Hey there, I'm a 17-year-old rebellious teenager who resides in super sunny Singapore.
I love to sing. It's like the sole purpose I'm born.
Also, I live to eat, not eat to live.
I play the Chinese string instrument called the Erhu (:
My friends often call me "THE CRAZY GIRL" but...
I've figured that I've lost my sanity a long time ago.
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